You know how I feel? You never ask, so I’ll tell you now. I feel like I drowned in an ocean of your obscurity and you didn’t notice, you didn’t even give me your hand. I changed for you, you told me all my mistakes and I climbed mountains of misery just to please you and make you happy. Happier. Your empty promises of change amounted to nothing but an ever-growing mountain of lies on which you sit. Instead, I changed everything you found wrong with me, and you left me standing there in the pouring rain whilst you chased a sunset elsewhere. I attempted to recreate myself for you, and you didn’t so much as realise I was going through psychological hell to keep you. One day, I will stand before you as strong as you did, and my heart will be void of any emotion associated with you. Until that day comes, I will work as hard as I can to undo the damage I did to my mind when I tried to be the girl you wanted. It’s a shame that you wanted so much from me, yet you were chasing others at the same time. Played. Like a computer game.